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Sunday, December 30th, 2007
5:42 pm
1. Do you think you can last in a relationship for 4 months?
not counting high school...then yes
2. What color are your eyes?
aaa brown

3. Who was the first person that u texted this morning?
nick :)~

4. Do you have a best friend(s)?
I am blessed with amazing friends. I love them all.

5. What is one thing you question a lot?
If this is where i want to be in my life fives years from now

6. Do you lead people on?
I sure hope not

7. Are you married?
haha yeah sure

8. Have you ever told someone of the opposite sex/same sex you loved them?
I try to every day

9. Is there anyone that doesn't like you because of something you didn't do?
Yeah and it sucks

10. Do you miss someone right now?
more then you really know

11. Did any of your friends go out with any of your ex?

12. Do you have a cell phone?
Yes i do and its destroying my life. I hate it
13. Are looks important?
at times. You might get called 12 if you dont look good

14. Whatcha wearing?
some nice warm socks i got as a gift. thanks:)

15. Are you mad at someone right now?
not really
16. Are you taking anyone for granted?
Not some one...just good times
17. Where do you keep your money?
in the bank?

18. When was your last kiss in the rain?
I never have... But i have always really wanted too

and the number 19 and 20?

21. How did you wake up this morning?
In the biggest bed i have ever slept on and super scared. Ihate bad dreams

22. Which is more romantic: sunrise or sunset?
Sunrise on top of a roof

23. What was the highlight of your day?
talking to a good friend and seeing my parents laugh together

24. Would you die for anyone?
For sure. just about everyone i know

25. What's the last bone you broke?
I dont think i have

26. How many different letters are in your last name?

28. What book did you read last?
Well i have been trying to read the Alchemist for about two months...so far thats a no go. So i would have to say the Bible

29. How was your day?
Busy but alot of fun

30. Do you live near your best friend?
I live in clovis......
31. Are you scared of spiders?
nothing a little hair spray and matches cant fix

34. What do you think of Fergie?
35. Do you believe in love?
There are at times. but not recently
36. How old do you want to be when you have kids?
The question is do i want kids

37. When was the last time you were so drunk you threw up?

38. Do you curse a lot?
39. What do you know about the future?
That one day i will have the cuttest dog ever!
40. Do you hate your last boyfriend/girlfriend?
I dont hate anyone

41. Do you only drink bottled water?

42. Are you happier single or with a boyfriend/girlfriend?
I am not sure

43. Do you believe everyone deserves a second chance?
I have been forgiving so many time i have lost count....For sure

44. Would you believe your ex if she/he said they love you?
right now....

45. Most hated food?

46. What are you doing tomorrow?
GOing to see mars volta and hang out with some amazing people. Its going to be the best new years! I know who i am kissing;)

47. Do you wish someone would call you?
Its nice to be thought of
48. Do you miss your first real love?
he is a great guy. And yes i think i will always will

51. Do you want someone you can't have?
who doesnt.

52. If someone doesn't like you, it's usually because?
I can be REALLY mean

53. Would you say you are date smart?
Sounds like a protein shake
54. What are you excited about?
I would have to say a new years kiss. haha

55. Have you lost friends in the past years?

current mood: cheerful

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Sunday, November 11th, 2007
3:49 am - wow
its been so long....and i still love him. SOmetime i feel lame. i just cant stop

current mood: confused

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Tuesday, August 8th, 2006
1:33 am

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Friday, July 21st, 2006
4:09 pm

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Sunday, June 18th, 2006
3:07 pm - <3
my boyfriend is fat but i still love him

current mood: cheerful

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Friday, February 10th, 2006
11:03 pm - fruit rolls
rico wrote this. i could do nothing but smile and laugh

Feb 8, 2006 12:12 Am
Subject: if your up late and bored
Body: So today I went to the market and purchased some fruit for lunch. Apricots, plums, and nectarines. I wasn't too familiar with the procedure for buying fruit so I had to ask a lady that was near by looking for some good vegetables. I think that she was probably a mother. You know I can't say for sure that she was in fact a mother because I don't think I've even ever seen her before. I mean perhaps I once passed her by driving on the highway or gave her a high five when I was strolling in the park but certainly I didn't know her personally. You can just tell sometimes you know? They just have this motherly kindness about them. I dig it. Anyways I had to ask her if I had to put the fruit in seperate bags or if they could all go into one. She was glad to help me and even generous enough to share a nice smile with me. It turns out that you have to put them in different baggys because they are priced differently (imagaine that!).
So as I proceded to the check out I saw two children playing peek-a-boo around this small magazine rack. The little boy and the little girl would hide on opposite sides of this rack (it was square in shape) and run out on the same side. When they saw eachother they would just laugh and laugh. I think their laughter was the color of rose pink, I don't know why but it probably was. I laughed a little bit too but i don't think that they noticed me. Every time they ran out from behind that rack they would be so very suprised and thrilled to see eachother. Every time. Over and over again. I thought to myself that it would be great if I was still that eaisily entertained or excited about something so simple. But you know what? Sometimes I do feel such innocent joy inside me. Seeing these kids made me feel it. I read about Jesus in the bible and the way that he loved people with a love so potent and pure that it turned worlds upside down. It still does today! I will vouch for that. I feel this joy when I feel this love and I see it everywhere and I feel this love when I feel this joy. Its like seeing things through a special magnifying glass that exposes love in just about anything real. Boy i'll tell ya. These kids just running around and playing was just about as real as it gets. Unlike the magazines they were running around.
So I had a great big smile on my face as I walked by them but you know what I heard when I had just passed them by? Do you know? hmm?
They're "mom" barked at them saying, "You two settle down right now!". They had to go stand still next to her and they're wonderful game was over. You know what I wanted to say right out loud too that lady? "I don't think that your kids are bothering anybody. You could learn something from them maam.". Were they causing a disturbance? no. Were they being naughty? no. I guess Just giving birth to a child doesn't really make you a mother because I didn't feel that same gentle motherly feeling from this lady that I felt earlier. I see a whole lot of parents like that unfortunately she just didn't understand. I think I would make a good mother.
So I left the the market and decided to visit my sweetheart. I would have lunch with her and save the fruit for later because I was overcome with love and hunger :). She works at a nice restaurant so I could get my fix for love and hunger at the same time. Sweet.
When I drove up to her restaurant I picked her a flower and brought it in to her because I knew that she would appreciate it. She did. When I gave it too her a girl behind gave one of those "awwwwwww" deals. I hope that her boyfriend cares about her enough to pick her a flower from time to time too. That is if she has one. She deserves that. I don't know her but I don't think that anyone doesn't deserve that.
When I was eating I read something in my book of a young girl that loved Christ so much that she actually chose death over the simple act of saying "There is no Jesus". I respect that. I think that girl could teach me a thing or two about love. and she did.

It sure was a sunny day wasn't it? Unusually warm too.

If you read all that I dont know why you did it, but im glad.

current mood: thankful

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Wednesday, January 25th, 2006
10:00 pm - grape
i miss everyone! i am happy sandy is coming home soon. you better call me when you get here. To think that it has been 3 years since we have all been together at one place.

current mood: cold

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Thursday, January 19th, 2006
12:48 pm - egg plant
I can't seem to have a normal dream. most ppl have no dreams or they just don't remember them. so why in the world do I have the craziest dreams. i think every night this week i have remembered my dream. They have been really off the wall.
But on the lighter note i think i am getting better. I hate being sick. Rico and i beat the game BATEN KAITOS. it was on of the best ending i have seen in a long time. I am kinda sad WHAT ARE WE GOING TO DO till 3am.LAst night Rico and i bought some really cool jeans. They match. I thought it might be weird but really they are super cute jeans and they where really cheap.Chipotle saved my life.

current mood: cold

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Thursday, July 7th, 2005
11:36 pm


The atlantic was born today and i'll tell you how...
The clouds above opened up and let it out.

I was standing on the surface of a perforated sphere
When the water filled every hole.
And thousands upon thousands made an ocean,
Making islands where no island should go.
Oh no.

Those people were overjoyed; they took to their boats.
I thought it less like a lake and more like a moat.
The rhythm of my footsteps crossing flood lands to your door have been silenced forever more.
The distance is quite simply much too far for me to row
It seems farther than ever before
Oh no.

I need you so much closer [x8]

[instrumental break]

I need you so much closer [x4]
So come on, come on [x4]

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Monday, May 23rd, 2005
4:31 am - and its still rocken
I just got off of work and i am so tired. But i am still up. Tonight mikey asked me when was the last time i went to bed at 12...and really i can't think of a time. But i would never take back these last few weeks. I have met some amazing people. We are always having so much fun. Its total madness.kevin came back into town.He wont be here for long. But its good to see his face again.I had lunch with cicely today and it was good times. I always have so much fun with her. I really feel that i could be so crazy infront of her and she would just laugh at me.In a good way. I freaken love my friends. My life has changed so much. And it has a lot more space to grow.I can't think too tried. and rico and cic are fighting lol i love those two. so if i keep writing more it just not going to make since

current mood: tired

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Sunday, May 22nd, 2005
4:09 am
you how no idea what you do to me. You make me so happy. and i can tell you everything.yet i feel like you know nothing about me.

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Monday, May 16th, 2005
1:57 am - i am sorry
i am really sorry. in my last up date i forgot someone very. important. She is also a HUGE part of are entertainment. And that is miss becky. I love her alot and she deals with too much. This one is for you my love. thanx for always putting up with all of us. because with out your tolerance we would have no were to go

current mood: grateful

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Saturday, May 7th, 2005
9:57 pm - friends are food for the soul
I have been getting no sleep around here. We are at steven house and i am finally going to sleep befor 6. but the funny thing is that i am not complaning. We have recently found some new friends. kevin and rico. the are good times. All of my firends have made me relize that mike and i's breaking up isnt the end of the world. but i do miss him alot. mostly at night. but i know that god has someone better for me. I really miss jayson . so if you see this know that i was thinking of you and hope you are well. P.S. your cd is really good. I think mb was way holding you back.Are you happy now?
But anyways being on the island is great and its nice to wake up and have an amazing veiw of the city. This is weird but i know that my life is going to change ...for the better. there is alot of things i have done that aren't in my best intrest.They are fun but i know i have to give them up.
Somthing i am finding is happiness.And i owe it all to my friends. they mean so much to me. Uts funny how you can stay up till 6am and be doing nothing at all.AT times the lack of sleep does get to are head and we do act goofy. but those are some of the best moments we can make.
there well be more to come. I can't wait tell we are gone to school and living on are own. And thanx to cic & her wonderful mom we have a great hang out. its just nice there . I get really good vibs from it. F* everyone who tell you different. I love it.

current mood: awake

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Sunday, April 24th, 2005
3:29 am - really
So my life has been flipped up side down. its been hard for me to stand back up. But i have to say if it wasn't for my friends i would be nothing. I have to say that even though mikey and i are done. I almost couldn't be happier. I mean i love him to death.. but right now i am finding really good ppl to hang with and just be happy. There are so many things i can do. And not have to stop and think about him. Now i would be lying if i said that i didn't think about him every day. But my friends keep me in line and bring me back to were i need to be.you girls know who you are. I love you guys with all of my heart. And i have so much love for all of my friends. old and new. I hope that gods plan works fast. I know he has one. I just don't like waiting. I think it will be good just to get away. fresno is starting to really sux big time... but i love the ppl here.someone please tell me that i am going to be alright

current mood: depressed

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Thursday, April 21st, 2005
1:35 pm
I hate boys! GUYS ARE GAYY. but i am glad to have my friends

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Thursday, December 2nd, 2004
5:19 pm - i love my boyfriend
So we all are going to have a blast at spring break. Modus is going great i can't wait till there next show. It seems like everyone is all about the myspace. I guess i am not cool. LOL. well i am heading off to dinner

current mood: refreshed

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Sunday, November 7th, 2004
1:47 am - rough draft ep
too much too much

current mood: drunk

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Saturday, October 30th, 2004
10:16 pm
Once a upon a time the was a camel name Fred. he was a very thirsty camel. He needed a drink, so he went to a pub, and asked the barteder for a tall refreshing glass of milk. The bartender asked to see his ID. The camel, replied my name is Fred, i have no ID. I travel the desert in search of milk. The bartender asked him nicely one more time and Fred gave the same reply.

Thus, getting Fred kicked out of the bar. He was on the road again. Dun,nu, nu, nunu on the road again.. he sang quietly to himself. He went to the hardware store and bought a shovel. He wasnt able to buy a drink so he will dig his way to the middle of teh earth and drink lava. Multin hot lava. He started to dig only getting thirstier. He began to sweat profusely, he then drank the sweat. His girlfriend would no longer kiss him and through all the digging he lost her. He then began digging to find his girlfriend, Kara. He began to scream in camlisch, Kara where are you. I miss you and i need you to cook me dinner. For dinner i would like to have barbque'd babies, extra tender.

Then GOD struck him down where he stood and he died, and he is now in hell with Nick Andrews and Mikey5 listening to Slayer.


current mood: predatory

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10:02 pm - its been forever
OMG!!!!!!!!!!!!! i got my pass word back!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1. Lol i havent updated this thing in forever!Hi hannah. So yeah it would take so long to tell everything i have been though in the passs year . Yeah hollweeen is in two hours! Noah only has two black friends. LOL

current mood: complacent

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Tuesday, August 26th, 2003
2:39 am
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